2008: of mistakes and regrets..

the curtain just closed on 2008 and here we are on a new beginning..2008 taught me a lot..from bad perm job to heart breaks..the good,the bad,the evil..everyone makes mistakes..big or small its part and parcel of life..as they say those who had never made a mistake never learned anything..but sumtyms have u ever made a mistake so big u just wished that u cud go back into tym n undo everything? well i have..i knoe i shud live lyf wif no regrets and all but heck its easier said thn done..its not that easy to pick up ur lyf n not look back thinking what if u had chose the other way..especially if u had a choice (or in my case multiple choices) at the tym and u made the wrong decision..the obvious thing that u shud do is of course to move on n stop regretting..but if that mistake has cut so deep it might leave a permanent scar in ur lyf it won't be that easy to let it slide..take my bad perm job for example..it was really bad..n my hair was damaged after that..i started having bad hair days and my hair was foo-fy most of the tym..so lesson learned..ask the hairdresser fers wt type of products do they use,techniques n stuffs..thank god i grew out my hair..but still the curls left its damage..my hair never look the same again..a reminder of my error in judgment..

but the bright side of making mistakes is its when u are at your lowest u would know the ppl who wud stick around to help u get out of the rut..n thank god my gfs r heaven sent..the best there is..the kindda ppl who love u soo much they wud still comfort u even when u called them at 3am crying ur eyes out..hahaha..thanx bash..i love u sososo much..and the ones who'd hear u complain n nag incessantly sometimes accompanied by loud tears..hahaha..i still remember the tym i got back with really2 bad perm job and the girls was there trying to stop me from crying..hahaha..i cried lyk it was the end of the world (it was really2 ugly mind you)..nway my point being for these amazing girls no prob is neither too trivial nor too big..they would always be there for u..n i to them..i would forever be indebted to them and theres nothing i wouldn't do to for em (except maybe murder and felony) haha..i know with their help i would soon get over this..it won't take long..after all it was just a mistake..
i just hope im not stupid enough to repeat it again..