of bullshits and crap..

i know i promised to write a blog showing my appreciation to the people who has been there for me all dis years..but right now i'm just so freaking mad i just need an outlet to let go..okay..have u ever encounter people who are so sugary sweet and act all nice in front of you but deep inside they're something else? And for the longest time u were fooled by dis person's kindness towards u..they say things they don't mean to get something from you..words that are suppose to be special and sacred..meant to make u believe them,trust them..and like a gullible fool u did..but all "good" things come to an end eventually won't it? u started to realize that they begin to contradict themselves little by little..the longer u linger around them the more u realize that they're not the same person as u thot they were..and all the things they say to you means NOTHING..yup..u made an error in judging their character..u made the mistake of letting your guard down..and when u do realize that, u start to keep a distance..afraid of being disappointed,hurt and betrayed..but despite keeping your distance you know that they succeed in entwining you in their web of lies..and you're trapped..helpless..coz when u let someone in your life you would also unconsciously let that person in your heart too..and like a good friend once said to me..u can't control your heart, it controls u..so there you are all helpless with your heart in line just waiting for it to be smashed..and like how all mistakes end, your heart gets broken..and you are left an empty shell..in real life there's no superhero or knight in shining armor that would save you from the evil witch..the good guys don't always win..most of the time they just don't win and all..u can call me a pessimist..but thats how reality works..u made a mistake,u pay for it..but then again..there's always the higher power up there looking, watching everything we do..and to those people who falls in this category of people i'm talking about..BEWARE..karma is a bitch..believe me..i learned that the hard way..and IT WILL COME AND GET YOU..what goes around do comes around..sooner or later..mark my word..you would suffer..Allah forgives everything if u repent and seek for his forgiveness..but he can't forgive the sins you committed to others..and as of now, i don't forgive you yet..i'm sorry..i might be a bad person to all of you..i can't do it yet..i know i will..some day..but not now..and karma will get you..good luck with that you crap bag..