of new year resolutions and "jantans perasan"

okay..new year would not be complete without new year resolutions ryte?hehe at least not for me ..tho i rarely fulfill ethng in it..still..its good to set ur goals..so here goes;

1. stop regretting my actions and move on
2. learn from my past mistakes and never repeat em again
3. get a really good digital perm job(extensive research must be done)
4. lose weight and look fab
5. start studying early and improve my result
6. try to achieve at least 2 of my new year resolutions..haha

anyway..there goes..it seems achievable..i soooooo gotta start working out at least half as hard as when i was in f4..hahaha nway OH MY GAWD! i have 1 more thing in my long list of pet peeves; guys who thinks u're into them when u're not or as a gf of mine calls it-jantan perasan..hahahaha dun u just hate it when u eyed a cute guy across ur table n u're flipping ur hair and stealing glances but his not-so-hot(im trying to sound nice here..but u get d pic) friend thot u were doing it to him and he came over to talk to u n stuffs..so there goes ur chance wif mr.hot stuffs..since mr.so-not is his good mate of course he won't approach u now..it happened to an old friend today..kesian..*sigh* anyway..this breed of guys is quite common..and u hv no idea how annoying it is..sumtyms u're just having wut u thot was a normal conversation with him and the next thing u knoe he's spreading stories that u have the hots for him! like wth?????? what can i possibly do to make him think dat??? news to guys out there DO NOT ASSUME A GIRL LIKES U UNTIL SHE ACTUALLY SAY SHE DOES..like my english lecturer once put it..assuming is making an ass out of u and me..so DO NOT assume..i once had a good friend..someone i trusted to listen to my probs..we hang out a lot n i told him about my problems and all..there was occasions where we would have lunch just d 2 of us..i thot he was cool wif it and all..then the next thing i knew sum girls were asking i me whether its true that i was flirting with him and all..lyk hello??? i knoe he had a gf n i would not do sthng lyk dat..besyds he was my close friend..i even told him we can never be anything more than friends..even his close freinds told me d same thing dat he was going around telling ppl that..pleaselah! get a lyf major loser! its 1 thing to destroy my trust..its another to be going around spreading rumors..anyway..i just hate this kindda guys..

im going back to shah alam in a few hours..daymnnn..i soo dun want to! i dun knoe why..its not lyk im living in rotten mawar lagi.. but still..it just feels safer at home..*sigh* time to wake up and face reality..huhu